help..

This is getting bad.
I'm being beaten down again and again by self-pity, by constant lies, by overwhelming things to worry about.

I can't hold onto the cross like I used to. I'm losing sight of it constantly. Lies have clouded my mind and discouragement --over and over-- has taken its toll. It's hard to see God's grace in my life now. Dark thoughts have come again and again. I can't let this control me. I can't. I can't. 

I need help. I need God's help. I need your help.


Pray for me.

please.