Time spins around me. I don't know what to think or feel anymore. This fire brings no comfort to the vast expanse of the pure emptiness of the night sky. The darkness envelops my thoughts-- thoughts that come uninvited, pulling, stretching, destroying. It is relentless as it slowly pulls my soul apart until finally all that I am is stripped away. I am left here only with my heart beating its deadly and monotonous rhythm.
Oh how I ache for sunlight.
Oh how I ache for the dawn.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Sunday, November 21, 2010
identity crisis--- WHAT. AOWOUWUWHUWH
whoops, forgot to write stuff here. anywaays..
So often I find myself wondering who I am. I try to find my identity in the clothes I wear, the people I call my friends, the way I talk, the way I act, the way I appear to others. It's exceedingly foolish to do so, yet it happens far too many times. This is all I need to know: that I'm a child of God's. I need nothing more. I am nothing more. Playing around with the world to find out who I am is NOT an option.
I am Christ's alone.
This is who I am forevermore.
So often I find myself wondering who I am. I try to find my identity in the clothes I wear, the people I call my friends, the way I talk, the way I act, the way I appear to others. It's exceedingly foolish to do so, yet it happens far too many times. This is all I need to know: that I'm a child of God's. I need nothing more. I am nothing more. Playing around with the world to find out who I am is NOT an option.
I am Christ's alone.
This is who I am forevermore.
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